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squeefulfish) wrote2011-04-24 02:50 am
squeefulfish) wrote2011-04-24 02:50 am
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Right, so the self-pitying has mostly stopped. I won't say there's not occasional bouts of wah, cos that would be a great big stinking lie. It wasn't entirely unexpected, I'd had the best part of a week's notice that passing was unlikely, but I tried to soldier on.
Some thoughts are forming about what I need and want to do next. First on the list is run away to Kinsale for a few days, hug Christian, stroke kittehs, eat Cake, swim in sea. Second is some more physio sessions. Some health stuff can get taken care of now I've got time. And then there's poking college about commencement dates and stuff and finding a job so I can pay off debts and maybe even buy beer. Beer would be really good. I'm also kinda liking that we're heading into summer and that means PICNICS. PICNICS are my new SCIENCE.
Still a bit delicate, but coping far better than I did with any setbacks last year. Not ashamed of failing, cos I gave it my all and it just wasn't for me. And it'll all be ok in the end.
Some thoughts are forming about what I need and want to do next. First on the list is run away to Kinsale for a few days, hug Christian, stroke kittehs, eat Cake, swim in sea. Second is some more physio sessions. Some health stuff can get taken care of now I've got time. And then there's poking college about commencement dates and stuff and finding a job so I can pay off debts and maybe even buy beer. Beer would be really good. I'm also kinda liking that we're heading into summer and that means PICNICS. PICNICS are my new SCIENCE.
Still a bit delicate, but coping far better than I did with any setbacks last year. Not ashamed of failing, cos I gave it my all and it just wasn't for me. And it'll all be ok in the end.