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Mar. 16th, 2009 02:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
squeefulfishCan't sleep. Too miserable. Haven't seen anyone apart from family since before finishing in OPD over a week ago. A week's not a long time, but it's been a shite week. And I'm lonely and I'm miserable and I've exams in a week, exams that I need to do very well indeed in.
My grandmother's funeral is on Wednesday. I'm not looking forward to it. Funerals are weird. I especially dislike the nonsense of the family filing out behind the coffin while everyone else watches. And the post-funeral eating is never good. I am not good with small talk with family. And two funerals in a fortnight is just too much family gone.
We started to go through her clothes tonight. Last time I did the disposing of clothes of a dead person it was with her, when my sister died. She drove me crazy, but I miss her.
And this mood will pass, but in the meantime, I witter.
My grandmother's funeral is on Wednesday. I'm not looking forward to it. Funerals are weird. I especially dislike the nonsense of the family filing out behind the coffin while everyone else watches. And the post-funeral eating is never good. I am not good with small talk with family. And two funerals in a fortnight is just too much family gone.
We started to go through her clothes tonight. Last time I did the disposing of clothes of a dead person it was with her, when my sister died. She drove me crazy, but I miss her.
And this mood will pass, but in the meantime, I witter.
