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Dec. 13th, 2009 06:57 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
squeefulfishI'd have rather liked it if I'd slept tonight, but instead I spent nearly the whole bloody night feeling guilty about being an asshole lately. Stupid or what? Great exam prep, Sarah. Be an arse and then feel guilty about it for bloody ages instead of just sleeping. It's no consolation, but I only try to shove away people I care deeply about.
The other bit of the night, about an hour, contained a dream of such terror that I woke up in tears, which is unusual for me. I've woken up screaming in the past, but never in tears. Also annoyed that I don't remember good dreams. Dunno if I am dreaming at all lately, apart from that scary one just gone.
Want to sleep, but have to go to Mass at half ten. Do. Not. Want.
The other bit of the night, about an hour, contained a dream of such terror that I woke up in tears, which is unusual for me. I've woken up screaming in the past, but never in tears. Also annoyed that I don't remember good dreams. Dunno if I am dreaming at all lately, apart from that scary one just gone.
Want to sleep, but have to go to Mass at half ten. Do. Not. Want.
